My First Love Broke my Heart! Any one Can Help..?

I fell in love for the first time on December 23,2010. We were more then perfefect from the start and we made each other so happy. But there was one problem.. I couldn't stand the girl he called his bestfriend. Before I came along he addmitted to me that he had had a crush on her for the past 3 years. But she had always had a boyfriend. I didn't mind it at first but then he would pay more attention to her and he started going out with her and another couple. So I told him that if he didn't cutt the connections then we were gonna break up. So he promised me he would. Well, four months down the road I find out that he has still been secretly talking to her and texting behind my back and lieing to me. Well, I gave him another warning. And around our 1 year the girls boyfriend walked into her room one morning and found them in bed together. They had clothes and claim to have done nothing. But I still broke up with him because to me it was cheating. I begged for him back the next night weirdly.. but he denied me. Saying I needed to move on. So the next week my sister invited me out with her boyfriend and some of his friends. And my ex found out and came begging for me back. Well I said I would think about it but I was going to go. I thought it was only fair for me to have some fun too. Well I met a fun guy while I was out and I had a blast cause I got a lot of things off my mind. Well I was going to still go back to him until he told me that he had been texting her and seeing her and lieing to me for months. That they had been to the mall and movies and he bought her dinner. I thought it was nice that he was being honest but I knew then that if he could cheat and lie to my face for months without feeling bad I shouldn't stay with him. So I asked him this finial question.. Would he have ever have been honest with me if I wouldn't have found out and he said no. So I thought that letting him go was the best decision. I ended up dating that boy from my fun night to help me move along but it didn't help. And that guy just ended up breaking my heart more. After we had broke up he with me I knew that I still loved my Ex and I wanted to make things work. Cause I know that the whole year we fell in love wasn't all a lie. So when I started to text him and try and get back he was already dating another girl. He told me he would't get back with me because it was all my fault cause I left him for another guy. I just lost trust and thought it was best and I was wrong. And now we don't talk much and he is still with her. What should I do? Should I try and move on and wait for something better for me? Or should I wait?


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Touching Love Letter

My sweetheart,

How are you? Life has been like a dream since I saw you first in that busy crowd.I want to tell you that i have fallen in love with you, you have done some kind of magic, magic called" love.".

Your eyes are the most dazzling eyes in the world, deep like the ocean.You are like a dream for me,like an angel from heaven in my life,like an answered prayer,like sun rays of morning,like moon of night and like the joy of flying high in the sky.

I dream that someday I will have the courage of coming in front of you and hug you tightly and say that" hey girl I want to be with you forever......I love you for you have taken my heart away from me and every night you come in my dreams please come in my life also forever".

Whenever i see you my heart starts beating fast and I want to hold your hand and kiss your red lips and make you mine till my last breath.Life is so empty without you like sky without stars and the river without water.Whenever I come closer to you I feel mesmeriesed by fragrance of your spotless body.

I want to promise you two things my love first I will always be with you and second I will wait for you till my last breath.

Falling in love with you was the second most beautiful thing in my life and the first one was meeting you.I feel like looking at your beautiful face 24 hours a day and the more I see you the more beautiful I find you.I want to touch you my angle.

Be mine forever and I will be there for you holding your hands till my last breath.If you except my love it will be a dream come true for me my angle.It seems like I will stop breathing if don′t see you anymore.

Make my life beautiful by joining your heart with mine.

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