My First Love Broke my Heart! Any one Can Help..?

I fell in love for the first time on December 23,2010. We were more then perfefect from the start and we made each other so happy. But there was one problem.. I couldn't stand the girl he called his bestfriend. Before I came along he addmitted to me that he had had a crush on her for the past 3 years. But she had always had a boyfriend. I didn't mind it at first but then he would pay more attention to her and he started going out with her and another couple. So I told him that if he didn't cutt the connections then we were gonna break up. So he promised me he would. Well, four months down the road I find out that he has still been secretly talking to her and texting behind my back and lieing to me. Well, I gave him another warning. And around our 1 year the girls boyfriend walked into her room one morning and found them in bed together. They had clothes and claim to have done nothing. But I still broke up with him because to me it was cheating. I begged for him back the next night weirdly.. but he denied me. Saying I needed to move on. So the next week my sister invited me out with her boyfriend and some of his friends. And my ex found out and came begging for me back. Well I said I would think about it but I was going to go. I thought it was only fair for me to have some fun too. Well I met a fun guy while I was out and I had a blast cause I got a lot of things off my mind. Well I was going to still go back to him until he told me that he had been texting her and seeing her and lieing to me for months. That they had been to the mall and movies and he bought her dinner. I thought it was nice that he was being honest but I knew then that if he could cheat and lie to my face for months without feeling bad I shouldn't stay with him. So I asked him this finial question.. Would he have ever have been honest with me if I wouldn't have found out and he said no. So I thought that letting him go was the best decision. I ended up dating that boy from my fun night to help me move along but it didn't help. And that guy just ended up breaking my heart more. After we had broke up he with me I knew that I still loved my Ex and I wanted to make things work. Cause I know that the whole year we fell in love wasn't all a lie. So when I started to text him and try and get back he was already dating another girl. He told me he would't get back with me because it was all my fault cause I left him for another guy. I just lost trust and thought it was best and I was wrong. And now we don't talk much and he is still with her. What should I do? Should I try and move on and wait for something better for me? Or should I wait?


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